maybe now, i won't be so troubled over what kind of jobs i want to get.
being a preschool teacher would most probably be the best career option for me, because i have never derived such satisfaction from a job and i will be able to fulfill my ambition from young to be a teacher.
but, it is sad to know that, becoming a preschool teacher will most probably not be an option for me right now, after the walk-in interview i went on saturday. asking the hr staff with tons of questions has definitely answered most of queries if i was to enter this industry.
i won't deny that the deciding the factor has been the salary. why preschool teachers' salary so low?! if i'm not a degree holder right now, yes, i might consider the salary they are offering. but, it doesn't make sense if i do take it now, when i should be earning more with this useless certificate i possess.
coupled with the fact it is not going to be a immediate employment, makes it worse. i don't want to wait so long to get employed and to study the course. so yes, i think i'm giving up my hopes in entering this field because pragmatism has overruled my passion.
now, i am seriously considering my options with applying for teaching in moe. since preschool teacher ain't going to work out, maybe becoming a primary school teacher is fine too? the salary is better too.
but, do i have enough passion to last me through the 4 years that i have to sign to moe?
decisions decisions decisions. should i or should i not?
maybe i should just call and ask for more information before i actually do apply for it.
moral of the story: stand firm in your decision and pursue what you want. i regret listening to my parents and allowing them to influence my decision of what route i should take. i won't deny that i had enjoyed studying sociology in my past 4 years, but i can't help but feel that it is a certificate that is useless right now. at least, it doesn't even help if i want to enter the preschool industry. rahhh. why didn't i just take early childhood then? regrets regrets regrets.
